I alone create joy and sweetness in my life. - Louise Hay

I heard Steve Jobs died today. 

Yesterday, I posted on G+ (unedited, just as it is on Google+):

Time and patience turn the mulberry leaf to silk. - Serbian proverb

Two stories on weaving the threads of inspiration with patience I read today:

Ralph Steinman co-discovered the role of dendretic cells on immunity in 1973. "For at least a decade, his findings were brushed aside, as he struggled to attract funding and failed to get his papers into top-flight journals."

In 2011, three days after his death he was awarded a Nobel Prize in Medicine. (via WSJ, October 4, 2011, http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052970204612504576608370043268348.html)

Steve Jobs paid $10 million for Pixar in 1986. He sold it to Disney for $7.4B twenty years later, and....

"When Jobs opened Apple's first store in Tyson's Corner, Va., the company's foray into retailing was met with skepticism and even scorn."

Five years later, revenue per square foot was $4032 for Apple stores. The second best retailer that year, Tiffany & Co founded in 1837, came in at $2666 per square foot. (via Fortune, September 2011, http://tech.fortune.cnn.com/2011/09/08/steve-jobs-real-legacy-apple-inc/)

I don't tend to get affected differently over the death of a celebrity or icon any more or less than any other person. To me, the hundreds of thousands of lesser-known people dying I never met on December 24, 2004, affected me so deeply I've never been the same again. And not because of masses (even one person is a treasure). It was because I literally felt something I'd never felt before in my heart. I think it's what a blogging buddy, Wayne, calls transpersonal emotion. In fact, in Buddhist philosophy it cannot even be said that you own any emotion... it's not exactly yours. If there were to be any sense of ownership it'd be All's.

Yet I must admit I am feeling a great deal more grief than I would feel towards another icon I don't personally know. Perhaps sometimes there is some kind of communion with souls that transcends having met them on a physical plane. I do not know. I just know it feels as if I knew Steve.

Ralph Steinman died on September 30th and Steve Jobs on October 5th.

Both men had pancreatic cancer.

I didn't even notice the connection when I wrote the post yesterday on G+.

So did Ho'oponopon fail? Supposedly, I applied Ho'oponopono on Jobs a while back.

That is a question for another post, and it is a very good one. In fact, it'll be the next post.

Two quick things though. First, you cannot heal another person.  In fact, the second you think another person exists as a separate entity, you're insisting on an illusion that isn't there, adding upon the illusion of the dis-ease or other imbalance. This isn't about finding a nicer, better illusion--it's about the end of illusion. That's why the terms cleaning or clearing are often used in Ho'oponopono. Perfection underlies illusion. So clearing reveals its infinite presence.

Ho'oponopono if it "works" works because I acknowledge oneness. "There is no one out there," is one of the other most repeated refrains from Dr. Len. Second, I'm noticing more 'failure' with Ho'oponopono and again I'll go deeper into that next post, but one theory I have is clearing has to go deep. You can't just yank out weeds without grabbing the root in entirety or they simply grow. The longer you've practiced Ho'oponopono the more you will see that the toughest weeds for you are the last you perceive. It was easier when I began (circa 2003) since perhaps I was less invested in keeping those particular weeds (unconscious patterns, conditioning, tendencies, memory, karma, programming--goes by so many names). 

Also, it always comes back to you. You in this case is myself. It's not for Steve Jobs or for Ralph Steinman to get it. It's not that they are sick. I cannot attach to any outcomes or agendas of being a savior/healer, however noble. There's a pattern that we share, a precise frequency pattern that the senses interpret as occuring in the organ of the pancreas because of its resonance. (Again, next post and go deeper on that.) Dissolve the pattern in Mind, and its vibratory effects are gone. (One Mind.... and it's within.)

From the last post on ho'oponopono and pancreas, pancreatic cancer, diabetes and my increasing synchronicities with Steve Jobs:

Louise Hay simple message for pancreas problems is, "Not being able to enjoy the sweetness in life."

Lawrence Michail at the Compassionate Dragon Healing site on Chinese medicine adds that pancreas issue (especially diabetes) may indicate:

"One may be bitter at the world. Things are not the way they should be."

 The truth is this pattern is still there. I've acknowledged its presence and done the Ho'oponopono mantra, and that's obviously not enough. I know this not because of the external deaths, I can feel the dying within.

It may seem trivial to enjoy life, and to perceive the sweetness in life. Doesn't it? I mean look around you. All these people dying and suffering, then I should too. That's the empathetic thing to do. (Or is it?). That may be the extreme end of it, yet there are subtleties that carry the same tone, just muffled down a notch. It is a rather sticky piece of programming that one. I grapple with it. 

I don't often do the affirmations piece of Louise Hay's work, as it doesn't necessarily tie into Ho'oponopono or at least my work. The affirmation listed for issues of the pancreas is:

I love and approve of myself and I alone create joy and sweetness in my life.

Now, as a lived testament that would be very vital, very powerful. A wee step in that direction each day.** (And here I'm speaking out loud to myself.)

Again, my own theory right now is that Ho'oponopono is losing its efficacy if it just comes down to repeating mantras. It reveals illusions (past patterns), and it requires surrendering those illusions. 

** I can make excuses why it's not practical. For instance, I only have $1.38 in the bank, and no credit. How shall I do anything sweet with that, blah blah blah. That is the death dirge, do not listen or be swayed by it. There is another stiller voice to listen for.

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