"It allows us to experience time as escalating. The planet will stop rotating at a zero point magnetic field." - Crystalinks on Gregg Braden and The Zero Point
Paradoxically for me while writing about life - articulating life - becomes more challenging, living life itself becomes so simple that I oft wonder aloud: This is too good to be true.
(psst, there's no catch...)
The last few months feel as if I've lived and learned and loved and laughed several lifetimes of evolution -- yet mysteriously the pace feels light and natural.
Even the so-called tragedies take on a different hue. (And I know how to cry my heart out without holding back. Bonus on the mantra heart break open.) Ah, today was another day for a deluge of tears, alas. While fear is nearly nonexistent for me, still grappling with tendency towards guilt, blame, remorse for the consequences of past fear based actions, past guarded heart actions. (Note to self Mistakes are simply expressing our capacity for learning and development, not a cause for self blame... )
And yet... Even guilt as an experience is being swept away. There is so much that is being swept away, cleansed, renewed. And did you know that Katrina is Russian for cleansing?
The so-called heartbreak feels like transformation, far more than any death. (*And I am writing this in very midst of the very heartbreak. It is easy for folks to share this wisdom when they are blissed out joyful while you are anguished, but in my rawness this moment maybe this wisdom rings truer.)
When the world as we know it shatters,
when we have nowhere to go,
but to the Unknown.
Then we shall be given
something New to stand on,
or we shall be taught how to fly. - Solara, "How to Live Large on a Small Planet"
Lots of decaying slices of our life will be sloughing away during these accelerating times of the Springtime. If you haven't noticed this already, you may be trying to hold on to the dead and stagnant. It's your choice, but a fair warning that it could be detrimental to hold on to the wreckage.
Coming out of chrysalis is always a little messy. Trust that Life knows what it is doing in that cocoon.
"What the caterpillar calls the end of the world the master calls a butterfly." - Richard Bach
AND this is the time of Found objects, not seeking objects.
"Well, if it falls into our lap, it can't be all that," we've told ourselves until the echo is deafening.
I challenge you to start taking notice of the people things stories objects resources etc that literally fall into your lap.
Now is time to note what has plopped into your life that's New (don't go further than last fall) and let go whatever you might have been clinging to that doesn't fit your free Butterfly Self.
Bonus When the old falls away, you will have the energy and capacity and clarity and freedom to ask the magic questions like,
If you were creating a brand new universe from stratch, how would you design it? or
If you were the dreamer of the Dream, not simply a dream character, what would you dare dream?
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